Matt's been busily doing whatever he can outdoors, which means my basement probably won't get finished anytime soon, but he longs for the fresh air as much as I do, if not more. I just can't say no, especially when he's getting so much done out there. We'll probably be ordering topsoil soon for the yard, and laying down some more grass seed to fill things in a bit.
Every so often he builds me something out of wood, made to order to match my dreams. He's been working in the entrance because he doesn't like to be too far away from me, and likes to still hear the action going on in the house. Oliver "helps" by hammering nails we don't need into wood we don't need, making our progress motor right along. :P
This evening I've got another appointment with my new therapist, and today is my first solo appointment. I'm feeling pretty anxious about it, but hopeful. There's a lot on my mind and it's nice to have a place to deposit it once in a while. Matt and the family will probably drive in with me, since the location is downtown and I get a little freaked out driving and walking around that area, especially at night. I'm trying not to stress about it, and grasp onto the things that are currently happening around me all the time. My boys are happy. The sun is shining. The day is new. I am comfortable. There's peace in the present moment.
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